Now is not always
haven’t posted in a while..
A collection of things have happened:
- a neighborhood social post gave me the motivation needed to clean up my apartment, which was (and to an extent still is) cluttered
- I’ve reached a milestone at my job where retirement is both possible and improbable
- Like many others, I face a barrage of new normals, most of which tend to be worse than the preceding normals
Remember
No moment is wasted.
Now is not always.
Thought I’d be farther along than I am now.
I see people ahead of me who once were alongside me.
The alternate timelines play out in my head, strengthened by hindsight.
Remember
No moment is wasted.
Now is not always.
I once had long term plans, now nothing
Hammered down by a culture of all-encompassing oblivious inattention
where ADHD is the new Tetragrammaton.
Remember
No moment is wasted.
Now is not always.
I’m tired of it all right now
I can’t see things improving
I can’t see how this ends
Remember
No moment is wasted.
Now is not always.